Shadowed-Awakening

So i got injured and haven't been doing much other than physical therapy and laying down. it's been about 2 months. and found out today that i no longer have my job. sorta depressed about it too. not sure what to do cause no job and injured. so whats the point anymore. my bills are gonna start piling up and now no hope left once i'm better. why am i putting this here cause honestly don't know what to do. I could really use some words of encouragement or something.

Ok starting off i know i've been mia for a bit. life has a way of getting away from you. that being said i'm around. and happy to be so. anyways i thought i'd host a contest. there are a few rules so here they are::           1. Must be an original work made just for this contest.           2. Must use 2 or more stock from my Stock account ~Shadows-Stock (https://www.deviantart.com/shadows-stock)           3. Mention the contest in the description and/or make a journal about it.           4. All other stock used must follow that stock providers rules.  5. Limit of 2 entries per deviant.  6. Ends on 12/31/2015 the prizes for this is as follows ::                  

well let's see another year passes in 3 days and i'm another year older. this years theme seems to be misery. my cat died. i'm trapped in a house with someone who is in pain and that's constantly ruining my concentration. but i'm still hopeful for better before then. this year i'm hoping to learn to use some of my new art programs as well as keep in touch with some good friends. anyways i'm going to go back to trying to piece together this model i have stuck in my head.